I am pretty sure that life is giving me constant reminders on everything that I should be doing but keep putting off. First of all the most obvious is the phone calls from the loan people about missed or late payments, which means I need to call the schools as soon as possible. I keep seeing commercials for lower lasik cost and two for one glasses from pearl vision. I think what I have to do is really bear down and just get stuff done. I feel like I am suffocating. I need to make a list of what is important and everything I have to do and just do it in that list, get it done. Now, of course this is not the fist time I have said these things, but seeing as how I a getting ready to make a bigger change, I feel I must be ready and be taking better care of my responsibilities. The hardest part I think will be going to sleep and waking up when I am suppose to. For example, as I write this, I probably should be doing something else, and then going right to bed, but I maybe delayed. I think I choose tonight to make that change. I will rehearse hard tonight, and then get some sleep. Then wake up at a decent hour tomorrow morning and work out before work. I will let you know how it goes.